Thursday, March 10, 2011

Take Me or Leave Me

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable...
It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up..
You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you..
..then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life..
You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it..
They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore..
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you..
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness..
so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

--Neil Gaiman
People cry not because love ends, but when it still continues even when it's over.
Take me or leave me. You ask me to stay, I stay. But you act like you dont want me no more. So what do you want exactly?
I'm just too vulnerable to hold another breaking conversation. Deep down i want you to do what makes me stay. But is that you really want? Exactly not this way. If all men include you treat women not as good as you did when you're first after me, trust me you'll lose me. I gave you my best, but what i got in return? Never, ever take me for granted.
If you're going, tell me right into my face. So i can say goodbye without nothing holds me back.

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